Im drawing blanks here on what to write about in my poems, hence why there havent been many lately. Oh my... Im so distracted. My poems have been turning to shit lately. Im sorry... they always were lol. Well guys talkto ye later...
Love
Moi

My newest poem says it all... i just cant deal with this you guys... I cant...

Hey y'all
My date was awesome...hes too perfect!

Im happy again! hahahaha....Gotta date tongiht ope all goes well...til then...Im outie!
peace

Im back...and i do plan on staying... So In welcoming myself back..Im going to rant about the things i have experienced this past lilttle while i have been gone:
Begin Rant:
OK, So I think to my self, why is it that it seems like all the bad stuff that can happen to me...does? Just 2 nights ago the muscles in my ribs ripped away from my rib cage causing my to collapse in pain, therefore, as I tryed to pull my self up, I sprained my shoulder....after dislocating it. So i am in a lotta of physical pain...Which only adds to the emotional pain i have been suffering... Why is it that all the good guys are either taken or "out of my league" so to speak... Thats what im told by numerous peole..Oh and the guys I do like, Are either " jack asses" or wont have anything to do with me. Certain ones of My friends rarely agree with the guys I like, so I ask the to set me up... I ask them quite often to do so...but they never do. Its almost like some of them dont want to see me happy. And Other times.... My really good friends, with out realizeing that they do, make me feel like fifth wheel. Im Used to it by now tho.. Being the loner....Peice of cake! Ill just sit here by my self and watch the rest of the world play tonsil hockey..........Its not that i dont like being around them, I just cant help but feel alone..You would to if you were in my position. I have this Awesome friend Rebecca, I lovez her to bitz, And I loves bein around her and Aaron, They are wicked friends! But When I see them together it just makes me wish i had someone like that. And It makes me realize that its never gonna happen for me. Why am i going to be alone all my life? why am i alone now? Why.............. Why???????????????????????

End Rant

So as you can see im going thru yet another difficult time...any words of wisdom?!

Peace out