

Death WishI thought that things would be different.Death Wish
Thought things would change so that I wouldnt be so...so...so HURT! Hurt to the poin of no return Im done now....with life. Done with everything...everyone.... Im only 15, how CAN i deal with it? Other than death? To me, There IS no other way out NO other way to escape this I sound like a broken record dont I? But hey, what else is there for me to do? What do I have to live for? I sit here and listen to happy girls, talk for an hour,
Talk about how in love and how happy they are... Boyfriend?? HA!.... Wish I had one


I bleedI sit, I wait, I cry, I think, I sigh, I hurt, I Watch you I thought of pain, Each thing you did to me.I bleed
I rock Back and Forth, I pace the ground,
I walk, I run, I jog, I lose my mind.
I go crazy, I get angry, I get sad.
I get uncontrolable urges to jump the ledge I peer over the side, I think its not far down But then You Push me, I fall, i hit the ground I lie, I slip into a deep sleep, I Bleed You looking down, You Laughing loudly,
you call me stupid, and Walk Away,
You Think its a game, You think its Fun? You mock my Screams, You Chuckle at my tears I


Just meThis is me, Just me, Only me, the real me , the weak one the, the hurt one, the one you hate This is the abused soul ripped to shreds and trampled over like a door mat This is the girl who sacrifeiced many things for love, and got nothing in return Who almost died because of loveJust me
This is the girl who cryed her self to sleep at night wondering would she wake up the next morning This is the girl who know that it could be worse, but is numb to feel anything This is the girl who thinks she could be in love, but yet still is unsure of her self This is the girl who keeps making mistakes, the royal screw u
anywat, just droppin by again!
<hannibal>
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loyal maggot. anyone else?
<hannibal>
*i leave bite marks*
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"Must’ve been terrible for you to be trapped here, Jack . Must’ve been terrible for you… Well it bloody is now!" ~The ever famous Captain Jack Sparrow
Just had a look at sum poems ITS all good!!!!
kEEP IT UP
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Life is a bitch, but you can always spay it
nice girl, if she had 2 more legs she could star in a western
Admin of the :iconGreenIguana:
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hear me spit on you wither i
remold into gold and bury i from sun
:iconi-love-deftones:
you're too kind.. thank you
Ilya
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No excuses, no apologies, no regrets.
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~*~SaRaBeTh~*~
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